Why ?

Why am I so scared to let go.....
Why am I afraid to give my heart away...sometimes you have to give up something to get something........ but
Why am I scared to give it away...
Why am I afraid to give it away.....
I continue to hold on to it as if I get a prizes for keeping it!
The best thing in this World is Love and sometimes, just sometimes you have to Give to Get.
I'm keeping him so I'm giving.

Is it You?

Is it you....starting this fight, procrastinating, complaining or just messing things up? We have to consider the role we play in things, we are always ready to point the finger without looking within first. I like selfish people because they are fully aware of themselves knowing how "they" can be. They are less likely to point the finger because they know their own flaws, since they spend so much time knowing their own actions. Be selfish! Learn who you are!

Cherish the moments we have

We always hear life is short.... we only have a short time here on earth but I guess we never truly realize it until it hits close to home. My niece Uncle was murdered on Sat. Nov. 7, 2009, I remember when I first met him, we argued about who was older and I was, just by 1 month and 2.5 weeks not much but hey I was older. I never realized how soon I could lose someone so close to my family he was like my brother! God doesn't make mistakes he has been gearing up and getting ready so he needs as many soldiers as possible and JR. is a great fighter! God I pray that you help us to cherish the moments we have! If your thinking about them call, If u miss them say Moments!

Ring, Ring...Hello

People are like cell phones we are provided with one battery- A heart, now our battery can be replaced, but it just may not work the same...

Every two years we always want an Upgrade- wheter its getting in shape or plastic surgery we want the latest and greatest.

We have Contacts and a phone book that is forever changing, we meet new contacts/friends and delete the old ones.

We Can even be touch phones... touchy feely we wanna hug everyone and reach out and touch them....

While others are flip phones they seem dull on the outside but when you flip them open you never know just what to expect........

We all have a menu button, our mind its filled with different applications things we keep close to use but its up to your cell phone users to find and utilize your full potential!

Can you push my buttons, in the right order to unlock my soul?

UNDEFINED

Sometimes its good to not attach a definition, to live in the unknown. Not rushing it and enjoying the roller coaster is all part of the RIDE. Life is what you make it literally. This is the one thing that we only get one chance at!

Everyone isn't promised to live to 10 or even 80, Gods only promise to us IS LIFE! Thanking GOD every day that he has put me on earth! Thank you for not defining my life, and allowing me to fill in the blank!!!!!

PLEASE JUST GUIDE ME THROUGH THIS TEST SO THAT I DON'T FAIL.STUDYING MY BIBLE-BASIC.INSTRUCTIONS.BEFORE.LEAVING EARTH!!!!!!!

Breath

When life gets tough don't forget to.....take a breath..
When you scared, lonely and lost don't forget to ........take a breath
When your having the best day of your life don't forget to.....take a breath
The hardest day at work ......Take a breath!

Let Go and Let God Take a breath in the mean time :)

When its all said and Done.......

When the smoke has cleared the damage will be revealed.
Sometimes you have to let things play out in order to understand what happened. letting it all settle before I jump to conclusions, is possibly the hardest thing I ever done. I'm super impatient i wanna know everything before it happens. I have no idea why? it won't change my actions I just like to know... I don't like bad surprises so maybe that's why I'm so nosey...lol

It has been a while....

Since twitter I haven't been blogging sorry but twitter is easy and you get Direct feedback it doesn't get any better than that. trying to find a happy medium between working hard and socializing hard.... trying to find the place right between working for a greater purpose and working for a bigger pay check too very different things but very important when it comes to Working. if you know of that place shoot me an email i'm listening :)

Cover a movie ......

If you haven't seen this movie u really need to see it...I mean we all hear about dudes being on the down low but to watch another couples life on the down low is freaking nuts. A man is married with one child he goes to work everyday he takes care of his family but he meets gay and straight men and have sex with them sometimes using protection and other times not!!! crazzzy right I mean dudes if you are gay be gay its fine its perfectly ok but if your straight be straight don't go both ways and try your hardest to not be confused u either like one or u like the other and if you just so happen to be bi... Then tell someone ...telll us from jump !!!!! The cover is real ugggh and it sucks makes it that much harder to find a straight man

You never know

You never know how someone feels about you until you ask them we can only assume what they are thinking and we all know what happens when you assume u make an ASS of of U and ME..be careful what u assume

Expecting

We can't expect things to change if we haven't put anywork in to make things change. I don't want the story of my life to be work so I am officially changing my work schedule don't get me wrong I will still have long days I will just be a little more strategic about it I want that old thing back..my friends and innocent fun!

Emotions

When I feel like being in Love I seemly say I LOVE You to the person I will meet in my future..to the man that I will one day love!

When I'm mad I scream at the top of my lungs just to get it off my chest. Sometimes you just have to say what u want when you want even if its no one there to listen to it...This Is for HIM I LOVE you baby... Can't Wait to meet you and cook you breakfast in the Morning..Because baby you are the best!

That Point....

I have reached that point where I'm not sure what I want. I don't remember what makes me Happy I have become "That person" and I have no idea how I got here...you know that person the one you talk about he- she had so much potential.. you should be this man why aren't you that...I'm reaching a point in my life where nothing seems to make sense .... Asking myself what do I want..What makes me HAPPY!

Do you really Want it?

Do you Really want that made for TV. type of Love..I can't stop thinking about you Love..the more I look at you the more I fall for you type of Love....Do you REALLY WANT IT... you must first understand what it means to let you self go..to give another person control over your relationship happiness..you have to give alot of yourself in order to get and understand someone else self. To Much is given much is required ..in order to get LOve you must first Learn how to give it!

Still in School

Well not really taking classes but i am still learning lessons about life. You wait your whole life to feel for someone what you never felt before only to give it up because u didn't understand what you were feeling. oh well I guess... they say if you love something to let it go..if it comes back then its yours forever....we shall see..absence makes the heart grow fonder..so take your time love see ya when u get here!

Piggy Flu....

I guess from all the madness of Swine flu we have learned to wash our hands more..sing happy birthday daily as you scrub with good ole fashion soap and water..the best thing to do is simply lather up!

Im in the MOOD

I'm in the mood...to sleep in!
I'm in the mood.... for funny fun!
I'm in the mood... to kiss, to laugh and hug like my life depends on it... to lay in your arms at night only to wake up next to you in the morning!

I'm in the mood...to enjoy the life God has given me!

Feet...... movin fast on the Ground

Do you ever get the feeling your running, from who you are suppose to be...let me explain..I talk alot, matter of fact sometimes if you listen closely you might hear me ask myself a question then answer out loud the funniest thing ever.... I know i'm suppose to be in communications, talking, presenting etc. but, I've been in the arena for years now... but I think i'm running in the wrong direction when its time to practice being in front of the camera... I always go the other way, I become too busy in another area of my life so that I won't have to practice and I think its because i'm scared of Rejection.... its ok to be rejected by a guy..you can't please them all, its ok to be rejected by a cute shirt you could just go buy another one but to be rejected from the only career that will make you happy is another thing...But I guess we all get rejected!

Bugging

This Steve Harvey Book has got me bugging... But I fully expected this before I decided to read the book I knew I would Focus on past relationships:what went wrong and what I could of done better. However, i'm Grateful that I know how I messed up and What I will do Next Go Around!

See realizing your faults are always a good thing it prevents you from making the same mistakes.....

C.H.A.N.G.E

They say the only thing that remains the same is change..and its just one of those things chaaaange..not a good thing but not a bad thing just something new ...
C- Challenging
H- Hard
A-Acculmations
N-Nicely
G-Greatly
E-Energetic

We have to face each Challenge, ready to fight a Hard fight, Acculmating to nice and Great things with much needed Energy Don't let change get the best of you..instead stand up for a difference!