It has been a while....

Since twitter I haven't been blogging sorry but twitter is easy and you get Direct feedback it doesn't get any better than that. trying to find a happy medium between working hard and socializing hard.... trying to find the place right between working for a greater purpose and working for a bigger pay check too very different things but very important when it comes to Working. if you know of that place shoot me an email i'm listening :)

Cover a movie ......

If you haven't seen this movie u really need to see it...I mean we all hear about dudes being on the down low but to watch another couples life on the down low is freaking nuts. A man is married with one child he goes to work everyday he takes care of his family but he meets gay and straight men and have sex with them sometimes using protection and other times not!!! crazzzy right I mean dudes if you are gay be gay its fine its perfectly ok but if your straight be straight don't go both ways and try your hardest to not be confused u either like one or u like the other and if you just so happen to be bi... Then tell someone ...telll us from jump !!!!! The cover is real ugggh and it sucks makes it that much harder to find a straight man

You never know

You never know how someone feels about you until you ask them we can only assume what they are thinking and we all know what happens when you assume u make an ASS of of U and ME..be careful what u assume

Expecting

We can't expect things to change if we haven't put anywork in to make things change. I don't want the story of my life to be work so I am officially changing my work schedule don't get me wrong I will still have long days I will just be a little more strategic about it I want that old thing back..my friends and innocent fun!

Emotions

When I feel like being in Love I seemly say I LOVE You to the person I will meet in my future..to the man that I will one day love!

When I'm mad I scream at the top of my lungs just to get it off my chest. Sometimes you just have to say what u want when you want even if its no one there to listen to it...This Is for HIM I LOVE you baby... Can't Wait to meet you and cook you breakfast in the Morning..Because baby you are the best!

That Point....

I have reached that point where I'm not sure what I want. I don't remember what makes me Happy I have become "That person" and I have no idea how I got here...you know that person the one you talk about he- she had so much potential.. you should be this man why aren't you that...I'm reaching a point in my life where nothing seems to make sense .... Asking myself what do I want..What makes me HAPPY!

Do you really Want it?

Do you Really want that made for TV. type of Love..I can't stop thinking about you Love..the more I look at you the more I fall for you type of Love....Do you REALLY WANT IT... you must first understand what it means to let you self go..to give another person control over your relationship happiness..you have to give alot of yourself in order to get and understand someone else self. To Much is given much is required ..in order to get LOve you must first Learn how to give it!